2005-04-27

I NEED A VACATION!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I NEED A VACATION!!!
This head on mind is full of crap...
And this rubbish in my head been pilling up every seconds....
I'm becoming a cranky person here...
Idiosyncratic...
Eccentric...
Ridiculous...
Unusual...

In other word...

WEIRD!!
I NEED A BREAK!!
A BIG BREAK!!

Hmmm...maybe i should go and follow my mom to US this may...
Should I??
But my mom go there to work...
Still I'm going to be left alone when she's working...
:(


Huh...Like she want to bring me jerr...

I already told her that I wanted to follow...
But she didn't said a thing...

I think she is thinking that I will replace her to be 'mom' in this house when she's gone...
I mean when she's away...

Hmmm...maybe gak dia tgh pertimbangkan...
Coz she didn't said anything yet right??

It is either "YES" or "NO"...
Oh!! Right now what I really hope is, it will be "YES"
:(

2005-04-21

Public Holiday for Maulidul Rasul...

Aduh...penatnya...
Semalam tido awal larr gak...

Just before 12...

Pastu terjaga pagi ni kul 6:30 a.m...
So since then nad dah online...
Sbb tu larr nad penat...
Penat mengadap komputer ni...
:P

Anyway hari ni Maulidul Rasul...

Public holiday...
Semua cuti...
My mom, dad and siblings semua ader kat umah...

Boringnya...
Apa nak buat ni??
:(

Kejap lagi my mom & dad kena pegi kenduri kawin...
Nak online??
Dah berapa jam nad online ni...
Sampai X tau nak buat apa lagi...

Nak keluar??
Malasnya...
Badan pun rasa X sedap sangat...

Have any ideas guys??

Tido??
Satu cadangan yg bebetul bernas...
Maybe I'll just do that...
:D
;)
hehehe...

2005-04-20

Naming the kittens..

Yesterday after we (mama,ecah & me) got back from the night market...
Ecah & me decided to named our kittens...
They are Nala's...
There are 3 kittens...
2 black male & 1 mix (black, brown, white) female...
The males we call them 'boney & clyde'...
The female I wanted to call her 'kontot'...
Mama pun agree dgn nama 'kontot'...
Sbb dia Xde ekor...
Comei giler...
Lelagi bile dia lari...
Hehehehe...
U guys should see her run...
Macam nak terbalik jerr...
Mcm hamster besar...
:P
But ecah wanted to call her 'comot'...
So we decided that we should call her 'comot'...
It's ok...
The name is not that important...
I'll post their picture down here...
Take a look how addorable they are...
mmmmuah...



Nala & Comot









Boney, Clyde & Comot


Comot yang comei

2005-04-17

Out to buy dinner..

Hmm...my mom asked me to buy dinner...
And she took half and hour just to decide what she wanted me to buy...

Hahaha...
Last² dia kata "Beli nasi lemak jerr larr nadiah"

Fuh...Punya larr penat menunggu...
Ingat nak suruh beli lauk kerr...


So pergi larr Medan Selera Jalan 223...
Nasi lemak dia mmg "kaw kaw" pedas...
Sampai meleleh air mata tuh...
:P


But sampai jerr sana gerai dia tutup plak...
Kempunan nasi lemak panas diaorg...
So I called mama...
Yang geramnya mama X angkat phone...
Banyak kali call tapi X jawap pun...
Ader HP tapi letak dlm bilik, silent...
Mana larr nak dengar...
Ceh...

Last² hantar msg kat ecah...
Suruh dia amikkan phone mama dr dlm bilik...
Baru larr dia angkat and called me back...
So cakap larr nasi lemak Xde...
Then she said "Beli larr nasi goreng kerr, pattaya kerr"
"Buy for 6 persons and a chicken soup"


Nad pun order larr :
2 Nasi Goreng Biasa
2 Nasi Goreng Pattaya
2 Mee Hoon Hailam
1 Sup Ayam
= RM24.00

Bole tahan larr gak harga dia...


Sampai umah semua dah tunggu kat meja makan...

Buka jerr plastik tengok² makcik tu bukan bg mee hoon hailam...

Dia bagi mee hailam...
Makcik ni mmg nak kena ni...

Jannah & I took the mee hailam...

Mama & Muaz took the nasi goreng biasa...
Ecah & Nieza took the pattaya...


Lepas semua dah full...
Diaorg terus masuk bilik....
Suruh nad yg kemas meja & basuh pinggan...
Kecian nad...
:(
Nad dibuli...
WAAAAAA.........
:(

2005-04-16

Out OR Home??

Hello everyone...
Just got back from fetching my little sister (jannah) from her mental arithmatic class...
Before that i tidy up the house...
Sweeped and moped the house...
Make breakfast...
I fried the curry puff and kuih keria...

And washed all the dirty cloths in the laundry basket...
HUH!! What a job...


NOW??
NOW IM FREE!!

I wanna go out and have fun...
Who's with me??
Hehehe...
Dont have any plan yet...
A few guys called to asked me out...

But im not interested...

Sorry guys...
Maybe i want to be alone...
Or maybe i want to hang out with my siblings....
Or maybe i want to hang out with my best friend...
Or maybe i just want to sleep all day...
:P

Hahahaha....

Ok...
Got to go...
If im going out today...
Maybe i'll see u guys around...
If we go to the same place...

And if u see me...
Just say hi!!
:D

2005-04-13

My Dad's Burfday!!

Today is my dad's burfday!!

But we (mama & me) forgot to buy him his burfday cake...

It started like this...
Mama & me went to Macro Shah Alam around 8 p.m...
To buy some groceries and sort...
We are supposed to go to Secret Recipe at Giant after that...
To buy birthday cake for abah...
But I dont know how and why do we forgot...

We just went straight back home after we have done shopping...
We know that we forgot to buy something but we cant figure it out what is it....


On the way back my mom asked me to stop at Sec 8 PJ to buy dinner...
My mom didnt cook this evening...
She said she was too tired...

We still trying to figure out what is it...
We even called home to asked my sisters (ecah & nizah)...
But they also cannot help us...


We reached home...
Had dinner...
My dad had not yet home...

Then as my dad drove into the garage...
My mom said "Ya Allah, mama lupa nak beli kek utk abah larr"
Me pun apa lagi...
Tepuk dahi jerr larr...
Ecah & nizah "Alamak lupa larr hari ni burfday abah"


When my dad come into the dining room we saw he brought something...

He put it on the dining table and said "My staff bagi"
A bouquet of roses and daisies with grapes, apples and guava beside it....
And also a box of cake...

Blueberry cake...

WOW!! Bestnya makan lagi...

Dah larr dinner tadi lauk :
Ayam Paprik...
Daging Masak Merah...
Sotong Goreng Kunyit...
Kangkung Masak Belacan...
Kailan Ikan Masin...
Sup Ayam...
Tom Yam...


WAH!! Makin boyot lagi larr nampaknya nad....
:P

Ramai member yg jumpe nad akhir² ni kata nad dah kurus...
Dah cengkung...
Ha...ni resepi nad naikkan balik badan...

Hehhehehe...
;)


p/s : mama said, cake for abah from the family she'll buy it tomorrow...

2005-04-09

E-mails, messages and SMSs...

I just wanted to appologize to all...
Sorry for the late reply for e-mails and messages in friendster and myspace...
Sorry for no reply to who did sms me...
X cukup credit tu nak layan semua...
Lain kali call larr...
X pun topup kan larr nad...
Baru bole reply sms korang...
:P
Sorry for not updating my blog...
Sorry for everything...
Terkasar bahasa kerr...
Tersilap kata kerr...
Terjanji apa² kerr and nad X tunaikan...


I know it's been a month since nad menghilangkan diri...chewah....
hehehe....
March 2005 has been a bloddy fucking hell for me....
Sorry for the bad words...
But that is the truth...
And still tempias²nya still kena kat nad lagi skrg ni...
Still feeling down...
Still not fully recovered...


Maybe I will be ok...
Maybe I wont...
Maybe I will be fine...
Maybe I wont...
Maybe I will be great...
Maybe I wont...
Sometimes I think I can go crazy...


What can I do now is pray...
Pray hard...
After every solat I prayed...
To bring peace in me...
In my heart...


Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...
Please calm the heart of your humble servant...
Please Almighty...
Only YOU know what to do...
Please guide me...
I really need YOUR help...
AMIN...


Thank you to all who has been there for me...
Through one of my bad and worse moments in my life...
You guys are really my TRUE FRIENDS...
Although there are some of them yg maybe nak amik kesempatan ni to get close to me...
But it's ok...
At least u guys cheer me up and make me laugh...
Thank You again...

2005-04-08

Songs dedication from me...

These songs is dedicated to whoever think they deserved it...



Winamp : 2be3 - Even If


Even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There will still be you and me (you & me x2)


Ever since the start of time
You've had my love (ooh yeah)
Even before I knew your name
I knew your heart


But girl in the dark of the darkest night
I can see your face (yeah)
I always knew from the very start
I would find a way


Chorus:
Even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if we lived in different times
Even if the ocean left the sea
There'll be still you and me (you & me x2)


Even if the world would disappear
Even if the clouds would shed no tears
Even if tonight was just a dream
There will still be you and me (you & me x2)


Yeah yeah yeah


You've always been and you always will be
The only one (ooh yeah)
Until forever the only girl(until forever)
I'll ever know


In the cold of a winter's chill
I'll be there to warm your heart
Giving you all of me for all time
No matter what


Chorus


Two hearts that belong together
From the very start
One love now and forever
Nothing can tear us apart


Chorus



Winamp : Jesse Mc Cartney - Beautiful Soul


[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I dont want to waste your time
Do you see me the way I do
I just want to know that u feel it too
There is nothing left to hide


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


Your beautiful soul, yeah


 


Winamp : Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams


I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone


I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone


Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah


I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone


Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk alone


I walk alone
I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone


Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah


I walk alone
I walk a...


I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...



p/s : oh ya...the third song is for me...I WALK ALONE...I WALK ALONE....I AM ALONE :(

2005-04-07

IM SO SORRY!!!

I'M SO SO SO SORRY GUYS!!
SORRY SBB LAMA X UPDATE BLOG!!!

Have a lot of problems last month...
Although some of it is still bothering me...
But im feeling much better right now...

Thank you to all who had been there for me when im in pain, moody and distracted moments...
THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!!
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!!!
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