Indian Food..

  
Current mood : SLEEPY



Today i did something new..
Wait..let me rephrase that back..
Today i ate something new..
Something that i've never tried before..
But i think many of u guys know and tried it kot..
I ate banana leaf rice..

Its surely a new experience for me..
At first i dont think i can finish my meal..
But after the first batch went into my mouth..
I know i can finish it..
It taste good..
Especially with the crab curry..



Then kevin asked me to try 'payasam'..
He said 'payasam' is a desert..
And i did..
It taste like 'kuih sagu' with some bit taste of ginger..
Its yellow in colour, its sweet, serve warm & also sticky..

But its good..
Except for the ginger part..
:D

Jannah's Barbie Collection..

  
Current mood : GOOD

Look at those Barbie Dolls..
Arent they adorable??
Actually these pics where taken by my sister, Jannah..
She wanted to take pictures of her Barbie Doll Collections..
So i lended her my digital camera..
These is the outcomes..
Not bad although the pictures shake a bit..
;)





I like the last picture..
She posed the Barbie herself..
:D

My Graduation Pictures Is Here!!

  
Current mood : EXCITED

Hello guys!!
Hehehe...
I was shock today...
I balik je petang tadi my sis ckp there's something for me on the dining table...
X sangka plak hari ni i dpt sesuatu from the postman...
Memula terfikir-fikir gak...
Apa larr org hantar kat aku ni...
Menda tu pun rasa keras semacam je...
Macam ader kotak je kat dalam tu...

Nad terus bawa masuk dlm bilik...
And koyakkan bahagian atasnya...
Dalam otak masih lagi berfikir...
Siapa larr yg menghantar kat aku menda ni...
Aku ader menang apa² ke??



Then bila buka jerr...
WAH!!!
Terkejut nad...
X sangka sesangat...
My graduation pictures is here!!
YEAH!!
SERONOKNYA!!

Then nad pun pusingkan belakang...
WAH!!
Ader lagi!!
Bestnya...bestnya...
Nad pun belek² larr gambar² tu...



Ader besar...
Ader kecik...
Hehehe...
Pastu bila dah tengok lama²...
Terkeluar plak ayat ni dlm kepala...
"Lawa gak aku yek pakai tudung"
Hehehe...
Perasan sekejap..
:P

Pastu nad pun tunjukkan kat mama & adik² nad...
Diaorg semua berebut nak tengok...
Pastu tetiba mama je mama cakap...
"U look so beautiful"
Terkedu nad sekejap...
Pastu nad gelak sambil cakap...
"Mesti larr lawa, ni kan nadiah"
Pastu mama bole plak cakap mcm ni..
"Lawa pun dapat dr mama gak"
Hahahaha...
Perasan rupanya kami anak beranak...
:P

Hehehe...
Seronok betul rasa dapat gambar ni...
X tau bila nak gi framekan...
Nak framekan gambar yg paling besar sekali...
Pastu sangkut dlm bilik...
Wah!!
Mesti lawa...
Sbb bilik pun dah cat baru...
Cuma X berkemas je lagi...
;)

Johnny's Restaurant..

  
Current mood : BURPING!!

I had a lunch meeting today...
We ate at Johnny's Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju...
It was MARVELOUS!!

Its been a while since i've been to Johnny's Restaurant...

Johnny's specialty is steamboat...
The sauce...WALLA!!!
The soup...MMMMUAH!!
Cant describe how wonderful they are...

The sauce itself made me cry...
Its HOT!!
But i finished one and half cup of it...
The soup??

We dry it all we can...

Hahahaha...
:D

If u haven't try eating at Johnny's...
Please do so...
U'll want more (kalau lidah u rasa sama mcm apa i rasa)...

Go and try..
No harm in trying right??
;)

SUAMI SEMPOI..

   
Current mood : LAUGHING

This really make me laugh...
One of my friends emailed me this...
Enjoy guys...
;)

"Ada kisah 1 pasangan ni nak bercerai..
Diaorang ader seorang anak..
jadi nak tuntut hak jaga anak tu diaorg pun sampai ke pejabat agama..
Ustaz tu pun tanya larr kat si bini..

Ustaz : Kenapa hak penjagaan anak itu hendak diberi kepada kamu?"

Si bini pun jawab larr

Bini : "Saya yang mengandungkan, melahirkan dan membesarkan dia..."

Fuh...si suami pun dah gelabah dah...

Bila diajukan pertanyaan yg sama, dengan penuh STAIL laki dia jawab..

Suami : "Ustaz, kalau kita nak beli air, kita masukkan seringgit kan dlm mesin air tu.
             Jadi air yg keluar dr mesin tu siapa yg punya?? saya atau mesin itu??

He..he..he..kelam kabut si bini itu..."

Laman web : http://www.hm/jenaka.com

Sweet...

   
Current mood : BLUSHING

WALLA!!
Got this a few weeks back..
But i dont know how is the sender..
Either he means it or not..
I dont know..
Anyway...thank you..
It is so sweet..
Enjoy everyone..
:D

"I am the guy that will come home from work and ask how your day was
I am the guy that will help with the dishes after eating dinner
I am the guy that will stay up late and watch movies with you
I am the guy that will get up with the kids so you can sleep in
I am the guy that will hold you to feel your heart beat with mine
I am the guy that will tell bad jokes just to hear you laugh
I am the guy that will always be by your side no matter what
I am the guy that will do the little things that matter to you
I am the guy that will push you to your limits
I am the guy that will hold your hair out of your face when you are sick
I am the guy that will kill the spiders before they crawl on you
I am the guy that will call you from work just to hear your voice
I am the guy that will be there every night when you go to bed
and there every morning when you wake up
I am the guy that will kiss you in the morning before leaving to work
I am the guy that will show you how much I love you
I am the guy that wants to be loved as much as I love"

Just got back!!

  
Current mood : TIRED

From morning at 10 untill now i dont have a much time to rest...
Something keeps coming up...
This whole day was packed with meeting & meetup...
And right now i just got back from meetup models & meeting at KL Sentral...

Right now i choose to write something in this blog...
Coz i know that this month i dont wrote much...
Been very very busy nowdays...
I have to find time to write again...
Coz there is so many things i want to talk about...

Well...before i throw myself on my comfy bed and fluffy pillows...
Just wanna apologize to all...
Coz i dont read u guys blog as frequently as before...
I do read them...
But sometimes i do not leave any comments...
Im sorry...

Sushi King!!

  
Current mood: HUNGRY

 

Yesterday i follow my so-called-boss to Sushi King..
That is the first time i've been to Sushi King in my entire life...
For everyone info, i dont eat sushi..
I've tired sushi years back and i dont like it...
It tasted YUCKIE!!
And it can make me puke...

What i ate there??
Well..i ate Grilled Salmon with BBQ Sauce...

The picture of the meal is up there..

The set contains :
Grilled Salmon with BBQ Sauce & Mixed Vegetables
Bowl of steamed rice
A soup (cant remember the name)
A desert (an egg pudding)
Yakult Yogurt Drink

Hehehe...
I can only eat cooked meals...
No raw for me please...
Cant stand it...
The taste...

Sometimes even the smell can make me uncomfortable...
URGHHH!!!

First, Best and Only..

  
Current mood : GOOD



YEAHHH!!!
At last i've finished reading this book today...
I've been reading this book for almost 2 weeks...
I read it at every time that i found im free...
Like when im waiting for the LRT...
In the LRT...
Waiting for clients or friends...

This book was good..
I love it...
The main characters is a photographer & a businesswoman...

"When she was just seventeen, Marni Lange loved
Brian Webster with a consuming passion. Then a tragic
accident tore them apart. Brian's broken body mended,
but he never forgave himself for the accident that killed
Marni's brother. Marni, her world equally shattered, was
forced to choose between honoring her powerful,
wealthy family...and the man she loved.

Now, fourteen years later, Marni is a successful
businesswoman about to be profiled by a world-famous
photographer...Brian Webster. Suddenly they find
themselves face-to-face with the past that has haunted
them. As teenager, Marni couldn't defy her family. But
now she's a formidable woman in her own right, willing
to fight to hold on to what matters most: her family, her
legacy and a second chance at love."

New Handphone!!

  
Current mood : OHHHH!!!



Im a bit tired today...

I had to run from Low Yat to BB Plaza...
And BB PLaza back to Low Yat...
Just to find a right HP for me with the lowest price posibble...
Not that bad actualy if u had a company...
Thank you for ur time...
:D

Well...
Now i have a HP...

Replacing my Nokia 6610 place is a Panasonic A200...
Although its cheap but its can satisfy my needs right now...
My needs to call & message people...
And to receive calls and messages...
I dont really need anything else right now other than that...

Can u imagine u live in this tecnology world...
But no one can reach to you...
And you cant reach them if u dont use the public phone??

God...i hate using public phones...

Its an anoying process if u want to call someone...
I hate lining up just to use the phone...
And it seems that the person that currently use the phone doesnt give a damn about the line that been behind their back for quite sometimes...
The worse part is when i dont have coins to call..
I hate changing money especially from paper to coins...
It sucks...

Coz everybody will say "Sorry i dont have change"...
Well actually they do...
Especially the stalls beside the road..

They will asked us to buy something for the change...
Duh...

Well...im relief right now...
Having a HP beside me...

Its been quiet a while...
A month and a week i guess since my Nokia broke...

p/s: Due to the broken of my Nokia, all phone numbers that i save in my phone book is gone...dont know how to retrive it back...i hope that everyone can give me ur number again (if u want me to keep ur number)...Thank You...

Listen to X-Fresh FM!!

  
Current mood : OK

I feel a bit better right now..
A friend of mine invited me to his show tomorrow...
Thats gonna be awesome..

Listen to X-Fresh FM from 2 pm - 7 pm tomorrow..
Thats my friend show..
Or log in at www.xfresh.com and view their webcast..

PISSED OFF!!

   

Current mood : PISSED OFF

ARGHHHHH!!!!
IM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!

GRRRRRR....

DONT KNOW HOW & WHAT TO TELL U GUYS RIGHT NOW!!!
IM SO DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF!!

I really need a break from all this nonsence...
I need to be away from all that have been happening to me...
I'm really tired...

Well...
Who want to follow me??

LETS HAVE FUN!!
LETS GO OUT TOGETHER!!
ALL OF US!!

I'm free tomorrow & sunday...
Email me A.S.A.P...

Past, Past, Past, Present & Future..

  
Current mood : HEHEHE..

Hmmm..
Uda tag me this..
Well...
Here goes nothing...


20 years ago : 1985 (I was 2)

Was in Scotland...
Every single day i played with snow...
Lay down on it...
Make snow balls and throw it to my friend(mira) and my bro...
Build snowman...
Pee in the snow... :P
Dont want to take my bath because it was too cold...
When my grandparents came to Scotland to visit us then i had to take my bath...
because my grandma knows how to make me take my bath...

10 years ago : 1995 (I was 12)

Im in standard 6 at Sri Petaling School...
Always been punished to stand on the chair...
Sometimes even stand on the table...
Im quite a naughty gurl back then...
Especially when im with my P.I.C (Partner In Crime)...
His name is Ezra Adam...
He had a chinese & mat salleh looks...
Cute & tall...
He was my classmate and he sits beside me...
Our table is at the back of the class...
That makes us do more naughty stuff...
Throwing rubber to our friends head...
Passed short notes (nothing to do with the subject the teacher is teaching) around the class...
Talking,  whispering & laughing...
And yes it all hapend when the teacher is teaching...
We cheated on quizes...
Hahaha..
A lot of memories back then...
Cant tell u all of them..
Dont know what happen to him right now...

5 years ago : 2000 (I was 17)

This year supposed to be my crucial year of studying...
I'm in form 5 at that time...
In Assunta Secondary...
I'm very active in sports and PBSM (Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah) at that time...
I went out a lot...
Coz im too lazy too study..
More rumours about me been spreading out...
Dont want to talk about it...

3 years ago : 2002 ( I was 19)

Im studying in AIM...
Now is known as Unikl-IIM...
Im taking Multimedia Interactive course...
Nothing much to say...
Except a lot of assignments...
And going out... (SO-SIAL)

Last year : 2004 (I was 21)

My practical trainning year...
I had my practical at UDA Holdings Berhad...
I went for outstation a lot...
Penang, Perak, Johor, PD and more...
Very sweet memories when im there...
I even cried at my farewell party...

This year : 2005 (I am 22)

I call this year 'Year of Sadness, Sorrow & Pain'...
Dont want to talk about it...
This year also is my year of searching for jobs...
Hehe..
Been searching for a suitable job for me this whole year...
And now I got it...
It was and will always be my hobby to snap pictures...
Especially foods...
Right now im working as a photographer and studying about photography at the same time...
Im also been trying my luck in modelling...

Next year : 2006 (I will be 23)

I hope that im still working as a photographer...
I love the job...
Meeting new people...
Handling new attitude...
Its tiring but i love it...
Especially when it come to the photography session...
Im hoping by next year i have my own DSLR...
And have some money for me to go overseas to continue my studies...

10 years from now : 2015 (I will be 32, insyaAllah)

Im hoping that im one of the successful businesswoman in the world...
And own an empire..
I want to be rich so i can help unfortunate people with my money...
I love helping people...
But sometimes im the one that needed help...
But i dont care as long as i can help people...

Hmmm...
Ok...
So everbody...
Now is your turn...
samael, dayah, nazira, shaira, munmon, sarah, chegu, bizit, liyana, anni, hudz, abg, me, dak_penang, teru, khai, monster, afu & mirul...

Carpenters Lyrics..

  
Current mood : LISTENING


Carpenters - Let Me Be The One

Some sleepless night,
if you should find yourself alone,
Let me be the one you run to,
Let me be the one you come to
when you need someone to turn to,
Let me be the one.

To set things right
when this old world's turned upside down,
Let me be the one you run to,
Let me be the one you come to
when you need someone to turn to,
Let me be the one.

For love and understanding,
to find a quiet place;
For silent understanding,
a loving touch.
Come to me when things go wrong
and there's no love to light the way.

Let me be the one you run to,
Let me be the one you come to
when you need someone to turn to,
Let me be the one.


Carpenters - Hurting Each Other

No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the wolrd
Could there be a boy as true as you love
All my love
I give gladly to you
All your love
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that

We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why

Close than the leaves
On a weepin' willow, baby, we are
Closer dear are we
Than the simple letters "A" and "B" are
All my life
I could love only you
All your life
You could love only me
Tell me why than
Oh why should it be that

We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why

Can't we stop hurting each other
Gotta stop hurting each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other's heart
Tearing each other apart


Carpenters - Close To You

Why do birds suddenly appear  Every time you are near?  Just like me, they long to be  Close to you.    Why do stars fall down from the sky  Every time you walk by?  Just like me, they long to be  Close to you.    On the day that you were born  The angels got together  And decided to create a dream come true  So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold  And starlight in your eyes of blue.    That is why all the girls in town  Follow you all around.  Just like me, they long to be  Close to you.    On the day that you were born  The angels got together  And decided to create a dream come true  So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold  And starlight in your eyes of blue.    That is why all the girls in town  Follow you all around.  Just like me, they long to be  Close to you.  Just like me (Just like me)  They long to be  Close to you.    Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.  Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.  Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.  Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
  
  p/s: This is the lyrics of some caperters song that i like...
  there's more but can't post them all here...
  Close To You is one of my old time favorite songs...
  And im listening to it right now..

Share stories..

  
Current mood : CURIOSITY

Just one of my curiosity..
If 'A' share stories about his/her life to 'B'...
And 'B' tell everyone that he/she meet 'A' stories...
Is it appropriate or acceptable??

Then if 'A' dont share more stories about his/her life after he/she knows that 'B' been telling everyone about his/her life...
Is it wrong for 'A' for doing that??

Should 'B' be mad at 'A'??
Or can 'B' be mad at 'A' for not sharing anymore??

'A' already told 'B' that he/she dont like 'B' to tell anyone about her life...
But 'B' keep doing it...
And when 'A' stop sharing stories...
'B' thought that 'A' is running away from him...
What should 'A' do??

Cry in public..

  

Current mood : GOOD

Hmmm..
I cried infront of people today..
In the LRT..
In KL Sentral..
At Starbucks..
At Teratai...

Why do i cry??
I dont know..
Maybe im missing sombody..
Maybe im too tired..
Maybe bcoz of the stress & tension..
Maybe bcoz of my period pain..
Or maybe bcoz im hungry??

After i cried, i feel much much better..
I can smile & laugh again..
And i even played eyes with 2 cute white guys..
Hehehe..
:P

If u feel like crying..
JUST CRY!!!
CRY ALL U WANT!!!
It will make u feel better after that..
Believe me..

Dream & Cry...

  
Current mood : CRYING

Hei guys...

I had a hectic day today...
Tomorrow will be worse than today...
From morning till evening there will be photoshoots...

Im tired...
I have my period pain...
I have a mood swing...
And i just woke up from my sleep...
Because of a dream...
A dream of somebody that used to be inside my heart...
And used to be my soul...

But right now i dont know why i cry...
Is it because he still inside my heart but i dont own him??
Or because of the memories we had together??
Or because of the bad things/good things he's done to/for me??
I dont know...
But one thing for sure...
I MISS HIM!!
I do know that...
:(

Im missing...
The companionship...
The friendship...
The ear for me to share everything...
The voice that soothers my ears and mind...
The hands that can be place together and fit with mine...
The calmness when we are near...
The worriedness when we are far/not talking/hearing each others voice for 6 hours...
I MISS ALL THAT!!

Why this dream makes me remember all that??
Why did i dreamt it??
WHY??

I dont have anyone to spill out my feelings right now...
My HP is broken...
Cant call/msg anyone...
Thats why i write it in my blog...
So i assume that u guys have lend me an ear...
Thank you...

Helping...

  
Current mood : HMMMM...

Just wondering...
If we are seeking for someone helps...
Then he/she got so many questions but not regarding to the tasks...
And they will start babbling & lecturing...

When we asked them "Do u want to help??"
"Yes" They answered...
And then they will said that we cant accept their advice...

What does that means??

Insincere??

Why cant they just asked  "Ok, tell me what can i do to help??"
Or maybe "Ok, let me do it for you"
Or maybe "Ok, i'll teach you"

Hmmm...if he/she doesn't want to do it...
Or its a hard task for you...
Then say so...
Rather then babbling & lecturing...

Maybe next time we should remember not to asked help from them again...
Hmmm...
I dont know...
Should we??

The Master of My Very Own Universe

"Bliss of no explanation
A work of artistic incantation
All the breads are now in a basket
As I look at myself
As I gaze at my pride
As I breed prayers
As I plant a bush of forgiveness
As I blink and I blink and I blink
And I blink
And as I shape an honest and wicked smirk
As I sing a song common to many
Saying grace
And facing the clumsy sky
Illusions are in my power
As I am what I am
The master of my very own universe."

Wrote this a few years back when I was doing nothing but gazing hard at one of the walls in my room and getting high on oxygen.

I shudder to think what sort of depravity would word the remaining lines of the poem.

If there were a few more empty ones. Hehe... :)

Do tell me what u guys think of it.