Mama's Small Birthday Party!!

  
Current mood : HAVING FUN



Hehehe...
Right now i still feel the fun that i had this afternoon...
Today busu & pak ngah was here...
With their families of coz...

They came to celebrate mama's birthday...

Busu bought a cake for mama...

Riuh juga larr my house...

My bro & sis running around the house with their cousins...
Jannah even invited her friends to come over too...
Well...they actually is our neighbour...

As usual kalau org dtg umah...
We have too cook...
So...we cook lunch together...
All the ladies were at the back cooking...
Hmmm...except me....
:P
Im infront of the TV watching CSI Sunday Supreme...
Hahaha...
But im the one that has to peel & blend the onions....
So i have the excuse to be infront of the TV....

Naughty eh??
;)

Well...just after CSI:NY i went to the kitchen...
Mama wants me to fry some fish...

Maknanya masuk kitchen gak larr...
Bukannya duduk depan TV jerr....
;)

So for lunch we have :

Nasi..
Sotong goreng kunyit..
Udang masak lemak..
Ikan belanak goreng..
Ayam panggang...
Sayur campur..
Yong Tau Fu...

Epal, oranges & tembikai susu for desert...

After lunch baru larr mama potong cake...
Hehehehe....
Masa tu semua dah kenyang....
Jadi makan cake pun sikit jerr...
But me...
U all know im crazy bout cakes it...
Hehehehe...
I got to ate 3 slices....

Pastu bila org lain minta nak lagi i said "X bole, ader org lain X makan lagi"....
Hahahahahah...

Im evil....
;)

Hmmm...they all went back around 5 o'clock....
God..im exhausted...
Melayan bebudak punya kerenah...
Its not an easy job u know...

When they spill something we have to clean it...
Cant scold them...
Not my children...
Kena gak larr senyum monyet kat diaorg...

But it was fun...
Its not easy nak buat gath mcm ni....

Not much time i guess...
Semua sibuk jerr memanjang...
:D

Future Dream??

Current mood : GOOD!!!

Do u even dreamt of something that is going to happen??

Like a physic...
Ur dream show you what will happen...

I do (sometimes)...

WEIRD HUH??

Well...I had many dreams...

Sometimes its bad & sometimes its good...
Usually i thought dreams is mainan tido...
Some people said that the devil is playing with our head or mind....

Actually i dont know wether the dream is really my future or not...
I dreamt of im going out with someone but i dont know who is it...
I cant see the face...
But i can clearly see the surrounding at that time...
And when teh day comes..

Then i know who im with....

Ecah's Friend Kenduri Doa Selamat...

  
Current mood : GOOD


Ecah & Me at LRT station..

Hehehe...
Supposedly today ecah & me went to her friend's kenduri doa selamat in Putrajaya...
But guess what happend??
We ended in Bukit Bintang...
Hahahaha...
Funny ait!!
And Ecah & me been walking around BB, Sungei Wang & infront of Times Square with our baju kurung...
Thats the funniest part of all...
:P

Well...wanna know the whole story??
It started like this...
Ecah's friend invited her to kenduri doa selamat at Putrajaya...
Mama wont let Ecah go alone...
So mama asked her to bring Jannah...
But Ecah wabted to meet her so-called-BF after that....
She didnt want Jannah to follow her...

So instead of bringing Jannah, she asked me to accompany her...

Well...as u all know...
I wont turn down free meals...
:P

We were going to take the KLIA Transit....
When we reach KL Sentral, Ecah called her friend to inform that we are going to buy the tickets...

But her friend said that she didnt have the transport to pick us up...
Her brother was using the car...
And she had to go to her BF's house because her BF's auntie just past away...
Innalillah hiwa innailai hirajiun...
So we have to cancel our plan to go to her kenduri doa selamat...

After solat zohor at KL Sentral we decided to go to BB...
Coz Ecah said that her so-called BF is there...

Well...I have no other plan, what the heck...

Anyway I didnt even have the chance meet that guy even once...
Only heard stories from Ecah about this guy....
Oh yes, his name is Asmawi...
We called him Mawi...
Not Mawi AF tau...
;)


Mawi & Ecah...

We met him at Sungei Wang entrance....
Hahaha...
Funny...

2 gurls in baju kurung in the crowd with all the punk, grunge, hip hop groups....
:D

1st time I laid my eyes on Mawi...
I thought he was my pet brother...
They have the same no i mean similar face...
But my pet brother is older than me of coz...
Mawi is Ecah's age....
Or one year older??
Hmmm...dont remember...
Well...It dont really matter right...
:D

Then we went for lunch...
I ate at my fav stall...

Chicken rice & ice lemon tea...
Ecah ordered fresh orange...
Mawi ordered "the most expensive water in the world" (air kosong)...
Well that whats he called it...
;)

Then we walked around Sungei Wang...
I mean I walked alone....
Dont want to disturbed their date...
So I walked infront...
Hehehe...
;)

Lecka Lecka...YUMMY!!!

Then Mawi had to go back to his boarding school....
His friends are waiting for him...
By the way, he had a Ragbi tournement at 5:30 pm...

After sending Mawi to his friends, i bought an ice cream...
Lecka lecka...
Heard of that ice cream brand??
I waited so long to taste that brand ice cream...
And maybe today rezeki nad ada kat situ....
I choose cookies flavour...
DAMN!!
ITS MARVELOUS!!!
U guys should go and try them...

Then around 5:00 pm, Ecah & me walked to Imbi monorail station...
Jimat sikit...
Its only RM1.60....
If u take the train from BB to KL Sentarl it costs you RM2.10...
Mencekik darah betul...
Bukannya jauh pun beza that 2 stations...

Oh yes...before we walked to the monorail...
Ecah bought Cup Bon...
I called it 'Air Biji'...

Because in that ice blended it has biji bulat² hitam besar cap ibu jari....
Hehe...
U know what i mean??

Its ok if u dont know that thing....
It is made from coconut...


Ecah is so happy coz he got to meet her Mawi..


Ecah & Me at KL Sentral station (going back)..

We reached home at about 5:50 pm i guess...

And i found out that my room is really a mess...
The dust makes it worse...
I had to sweep & moped my room...
I moped my room 5 times...
Just to get the floor clean without dust...
Or not i'll be sneezing the whole night...
:(

I had a great day though...

Glad that finaly i have the chance to meet you, Mawi...

He's quite cute u know...
;)

p/s : More pictures?? Click on any of the pictures.

Allergic to dust...

  
Currnet mood : ITCHY

OH MY GOD!!
My whole body is so itchy....
My skin is so sensitive...

Jadi bila diaorg buat renovation ni habuk² yg terbang tu dah membuatkan kulit nad gatal²...

ARGHHHH!!!!
X tahannya gatal ni....
:(

Yesterday night i went to the clinic...
Along with my sisters...
Jannah & Nieza...
We all have the same problem...
Allergic to dust...

God!!
This is so irritating...
Rasa nak garu je satu badan...
Tapi nanti luka²...
:(

Well doakan nad cepat sembuh gatal² ni...
But mcm mana yek??
Renovation X siap² lagi...
YA ALLAH!!

Sampai bila larr aku akan terseksa begini??
:(

Happy Birthday Zana!!

  
Current mood : SLEPPY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZANA!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Sebenarnya zana ni nama lama dia...
Skrg ni dia dah tukar nama...
Najwa Alya...
X gitu cik zana??
Nad X bole nak tukar panggil nama baru...
Kena panggil zana gak...
Sbb dah terbiasa dr sekolah menengah lagi...
Apa² pun selamat join geng org² tua!!
Sorry larr lambat wish...
:P

This week nad banyak keja...
Ke sini sana...
Mmg penat...
X larat rasanya badan ni dah...

Dlm minggu ni pun nad tido awal je...
Before 12 nad dah tido...

Ader satu hari tu rasanya kul 9 nad dah tido...

:(

Ni nak update blog pun mcm nak X nak jerr...

Sorry larr guys...
Maybe bila nad dah ok sikit nanti baru update ngan cerita² sensasi...
Ok??
:P

Good night...
Sweet dreams...
Sleep tight...

*mmmmmmuah*

Move a couple of things to sec 11....

  
Current mood : TIRED

Im a bit tired right now...

Had to move some things to sec 11 shah alam from sec 9...

Ader office kat sec 9 dulu...
Now nak kena move barang² sbb ader org lain nak sewa tempat tu...

Barang semua berat²...
Carpet...
Meja...
Kerusi...

Hehehe...
Nad tolong angkat sikit² jerr...
Kata perempuan...
Lelaki ader 4 orang....

Nad kena jadi driver jerr...
:P

But still penat tau...
Ingat X penat ke??
Drive dr PJ ke Shah Alam....
Jam pulak tu...
Mula angkat barang²....

3 trip ulang alik dr sec 9 ke sec 11....
Pastu gi makan kat Mc D sec 2....
Pastu drive balik ke PJ...
Jam lagi...
Penat tu...
Drive je keja nad satu hari ni...

:(

But its fun...
Buat keja ramai²...
Best...
Nad suka...
:D

For more pictures click at the pic itself...
:D

p/s: nasib baik lepas tu nad ader meeting ngan client...kalau X mesti nad X bawa member...kalau X mesti lagi lambat keja tu habis...

Happy Birthday Mama!!

  
Current mood : BOUNCY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MAMA!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

YEAH!!
Today is mama's birthday!!
But X dapat sambut...
Mama outstation dr semalam sampai hari khamis ni...
:(

Wiring!!

  
Current mood : DISCONTENT

Haa...
Look at my living room ceiling...
Ni baru living room...
Belum lagi bilik² & dapur...
Sedihnya tgk dia mcm ni...
Mcm mana larr X sakit ngan dust² yg berterbangan??
Dah larr nad ni X bole kena habuk...
Mau bersin je sepanjang masa...
:(

Kalau nak tengok lagi gambar² keadaan umah nad...
Click je gambar atas tu...
Gambar² tu pun after dah buat cleaning sikit...
Menyapu jerr larr....
X lap² perabot lagi...
:(

Daiorg kata X payah kemas...
Sbb they will be back tomorrow nak sambung & buat sepah lagi...
But nad X tahan larr mcm ni...
Terpaksa kemas gak sikit²...
:(

Break up..

  
Current mood : GOOD

"Every one of us has experienced some pain or hurt in our life as a result of a relationship or a friendship. We were betrayed, rejected or dumped.

Maybe your boyfriend or girlfriend woke up one morning and said, "I don't love you anymore" or "I think we should just be friends", "I have found someone else", "I have been having an affair", "we are just not suited." Or maybe he or she just packed her bags and disappeared, moved to another city, state or country. Or maybe you broke off the relationship because you couldn't stand being treated so poorly, you couldn't stand the pain, the hurt or betrayal.

Either way the pain and loss can be almost devastating, particularly if we had future plans with this person that have now been shattered, or if our identity and self-worth was tied to this person.

And so, now we find ourselves filled with anger, resentment, or bitterness. We are broken-hearted, have lost all of our confidence, we feel life is hopeless, and we have almost no self-esteem. Maybe we can't sleep, we overeat, and we obsess, or every time we think of that person we cry or feel sick in the stomach, become angry or depressed. Maybe as a result of that pain and hurt we have isolated ourselves and can no longer trust others or get close to people.

Our friends tell us "Just get over it" but yet again we have no idea how to do that. What does it mean to get over it? How do we let go of the past and all the pain and emotional injury? How do we forgive the person who has cheated on us, betrayed us or done some other wrong to us? How do we set ourselves free so we can love and trust another person? How do we reclaim our power? How do we find once again, self-confidence, love, joy and happiness? How do we regain our self-worth and self-esteem? How do we get over it?"

ARGHHHH!!!!

  
Current mood : IRITATED

ADUHHHHH!!!!
Sakit tul telinga ni....

My house tengah buat renovation...
So diaorg ni gerudi sana sini...
Pekaknya telinga nad...
Dlm bilik pun duduk X tenang...
:(

HP dah gila!!!

 
Current mood : SAD

Waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
Sedihnya nad...
HP nad dah gila...
X betul jadinya...
Kadang² dia vibrate sendiri tanpa henti...
Kadang² msg X pernah sampai walalupun member dah hantar...
Yang paling tensionnya ialah bila dia off sendiri tiba²...
Geram betul larrr...
:(

HP ni mmg dah tahap giler dah ni...
Rasa nak baling jerr kadang²...
Tapi kalau baling nanti terus rosak...
Aku nak pakai HP apa??
:(

Sapa ader HP spare??
Bole bagi nad pinjam??
Kalau murah hati bole bagi nad terus...

;)

Nasi Lemak...

  
Current mood : FULL

Just had my dinner...
Hari ni lambat sikit...
Sbb beli dinner kat luar...
Mama beli nasi lemak, mee hoon hailam & tomyam...
But i ate only nasi lemak...
2 bungkus...
Kenyangnya...

Hmmm...nampaknya nad 2 hari berturut nad mkn nasi lemak...
Semalam breakfast kat nasi lemak antarabangsa...
Hari ni breakfast nasi lemak kat klcc...
Dinner plak nasi lemak dr medan selera 223...
Hahaha...

Makin berlemak larr nad sbb asyik mkn nasi lemak jerr...
:P

Have a lot topics in my mind to talk about...
But not in the mood to write about it...

Lagipun X banyak masa nak tulis...
Sbb kul 12 nanti blogdrive nak buat routine maintainence diaorg...

Well...nampaknya c u guys tomorrow...

:D

Love - Taking Risks...

Current mood : OK!!!

Hahaha...
Nowadays many of my friends asked me...
"Ko X nak ader BF ke?"
"Kenapa ko nak stay single je?"
"Berapa lama ko nak stay single?"
Its really funny when they asked me about my love life...
I rarely share my love life with people...
Well...they are just concerned about me...
Right guys??
;)

Love...
What do i know about love??
I do know one of its component...
Taking risks...

Taking risks...

What can i talk about taking risks??

Well for starters u already taking risks when u in love with someone...
Its either u really ready to continue taking that risks or u dont...
If u are not ready to take the risks then u should be stepping out of the game...
I mean u should end the relationship...

What goes round comes around...

  
Current mood : DISSAPOINTED

"What goes round comes around"
"What u do to people, u'll get it back"
We have all heard that phrase a number of times in our lives...
But do u believe it??
Me??
I DO!!
Either its bad or good...
I've been in situations like i've created before....
Sometimes the situation is harder...
And sometimes its better...
It depends on what u have done in the past...

Well...life is like a ball...
When u r at the top & the others at the bottom...
Dont be arrogant...
Be humble & nice...
Ball will roll...
Maybe fast...
Maybe slow...
And maybe the ball will stop when u r under it...
And sometimes if it does not stop when u r under it...
Maybe one of ur love one is...

So be careful in what ever u do...
Think wisely...
Think about others too...
Dont put ur emotions, ego & desire into it...
Then u can make wise & right decisions...

Hearts are meant to be loved...
Broken sometimes but caution is the word...
Coz what goes round comes around...
And u will never know what u've gotten until u've lost it to the world...
Never to be seen...
So be careful!!

Love...Owned...

Current mood : LOVED!!

Love the thing/someone that u owned...
Although u dont owned the thing/someone that u love...

Love someone who loves you...

Rather then finding someone that u love...

Love is about sacrificing...
Love is about reasponsibility...
Love is about taking risks...

My definition of SEXY..

  
Current mood : CALM

A few days ago a guy chatter asked me...
"How do u define sexy nad?"
I said...
"The way u carry urself. The way u talk, walk & how u treat people around u"

I know that some people will look sexy as a physical matter...
Thick lip, big boobs, wearing cloths that will show cleavage...
Ahhh...U guys know what i mean right??
But for me its different...
Sexy is not about physical matter...
Its about the inner side of u...
How u always treat people around u...
Or maybe how do u look at people around u...

Do u smile back when they smile at u??
Do you squint eyes at them??
Do u make faces to them??
Do u stare at them??

Me??
Usually i smile at them...
Every time...

Either they like me or not...
I smiled...

Hmmm...

  
Current mood : TOUCHED

Nak cakap ttg my previous post...

Do u guys believe in love chain??
Me??
I dont...
So why do i post the love chain letter??
Because nad suka message yg dia tulis...
Maksudnya mendalam...

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."..."

Message tu very sweet & very true...
Harap nad akan dapat lelaki yg mcm tu...
Hmmm...
:(

Love Chain...

  
Current mood : BLAH

If u r goin out wif someone read this VERY carefully!!!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you back when you hang up on him...
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."...

If u open this U have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!!!!............ if u have a lot of love for someone, copy and send this to ur whole list, in 5 mins ur true love will call or message you.

You have just been DEATHWISHED. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.

So get ready for the biggest shock of your life.

If you break this chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your life.

Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional
stress.

Agreement...

  
Current mood : FALLING ASLEEP

Hmmm...i told almost everyone yg i punya interview kat starbucks hari jumaat kan??

But instead on Friday, nad gi interview petang tadi...
Yes, petang tadi...
Kenapa??
Sebab hari jumaat diaorg punya manager tu dtg lambat...
Supposed kul 4 interview...

Tunggu sampai kul 5, tetiba staff dia kata dia akan lambat...
Manager dia mmg nak sgt interview tapi ader hal lain...
Staff dia tanya "Nak reschedual X??"
Nad ckp larr esok nad datang...
Dia minta maaf bebanyak...
Geram gak...
But Xpe larr...
Mcm morningstar ckp kat nad "At least dpt air free"...
Hahahaha...
;)

So this afternoon at 3 i reached KLCC...
Nad terus gi starbucks...

Nasib baik dia punya manager ader...
So dia pun terus interview....

Dia cuma tanya ttg availability nad jerr...

Nad kata "From 10 to 4"...
Dia kata "Kitaorg nak sangat amik u, but kitaorg Xde masa mcm tu. Kitaorg ader 10 to 5."
Nad kata "Oic, ok larr if Xde masa mcm tu."
Dia kata lagi "Apa kata i tanya yg sebelah dlm punya, ataupun u nak i dapatkan tempat kat starbucks PJ utk u?"
Nad kata "Xpe larr, its ok. I X nak tempat lain."
Dia kata lagi "Macam ni larr, u amik my number, u think about it bebetul. U buatkan diri u bole dr kul 10 to 5, nanti u call i bgtau sama ada u nak atau X nak, ok?"
Nad pun angguk je larr...
And i took her number...

Well...that was quick...
Rasanya mcm dlm 10 to 15 minutes jerr...
Hmmm...bole la gerak ke KL Sentral awal sikit...
Sbb kat Strudels Sentral kul 4 nak kena sign agreement plak dgn Deballz Media Art...

Penat gak hari ni...
Ke sana ke mari...

Pagi td ader mamat ni call tanya sama ader nak sign agreement ngan diaorg X??
Nad kata X pasti lagi...
But dia kata dia nak jumpe minggu depan...
Then tadi bila buka email ader plak minah Jasmine dr Future Production tanya nak sign ngan diaorg X??
Banyak kena fikir...
And kena berhati-hati...
Takut kena tipu je nanti...
;)

I guess i need to sleep right now...
Really tired...
No...
Not guess...
I know that i need to have a real good sleep...

Good night...
Sweet dreams...
Sleep tight...

*mmmmuah*

Jawapan teka teki...

   
Current mood : RELAXED

Ni jawapan teka teki hari tu...
:D


1. Apa benda yang susah nak dapat...
    Tapi bila kita dapat kita buang...
    Apa dia??

    Answer : Taik hidung.

2. Apa nama kuih...
    Pembukusnya didalam...
    Isinya diluar??

    Answer : Kuih tak jadi.

3. Gajah terbang dengan apa?

    Answer : Gajah terbang dengan susah payah.

Ainul Asyikin's Father Past Away...

Current mood : SAD

Just a note to everyone who knows her...
Ainul Asyikin is an Assuntarians, SPM year 2000...
Same as me...
We call Ainul as Enul...
Her father past away last Wednesday evening...
Yesterday, that is Thrusday morning, her father was burried.

At about 6:30 AM, Thrusday morning, I got a message...

It sounded like this...
"Nad, ayah aku dah Xde lagi"

At first i read that, i was shocked, really shocked...
For a second, I even thought that she was just playing a joke on me...

I replied her message and asked her...
"Bila enul?Nanti aku dtg umah ko ye. Dah kebumi ke?"
She replied back...
"Semalam petang, kalau aku Xde kat umah ko dtg masjid ye. Nak kebumikan hari ni"

Then after sending my sis & bro to school...
At about 9:15 AM, i reached Enul's house...
But the aunties there said that Enul is at the mosque...

So i drove to the mosque...
Went inside and i saw Enul is waving at me...
I walked towards her...
Her eyes were red and tears are still in the corner of her eyes...
We hugged each other...

"Mana mak ko?"
"Tu kat depan sana tu. Yang pakai telekung tu."
"Bila dia meninggal Nul?"
"Semalam nad. Petang semalam."
"Dia sakit ke?"
"Xde sakit nad, sihat walafiat. Semalam pagi dia bole gi jogging lagi & siap bole hantar aku gi kelas, hantar adik aku gi sekolah. Tiba2 je petang tu dia kata dia sakit dada & dia mula muntah2."
"Hmmm...Ko ni ader kelas ke hari ni?"
"Nasib baik aku Xde kelas hari ni & esok."
"Ok. Senang larr sikit mcm tu kan."
"Hmmm..."
"Ko dah bagitau Zana ke?"
"Aku dah try pagi tadi. Tapi aku rasa dia tido lagi skrg ni"
"Nanti nak tanam kat mana ni?"
"Aku rasa kat .... (Sorry X ingat nama). Kat situ ader kawasan perkuburan kan?"
"Eh...aku X tau larr Nul."
"Hmmm...Aku rasa kat situ larr."


Then we stopped talking because all her relatives and neighbors were asking her where her mother is, shake hands with her and hugging her...

Then Enul has to carry her mother to see her father that has just been bathed...

Enul stayed with her mother all the time...
Just before they wanted to saying prayer to the death...
I went to see Enul and said that i have to go to work...

We hugged...
Enul grab me tight and she cried...
She cried like she cant stop crying...
I know at that time she feels so helpless...
I hugged her, patted her in the back and said "Dah, dah, dah. Sabar ye Enul, Allah lagi sayangkan dia. Sabar tau"
I cried too when i said that...

"God..please make her strong". I pray for her.
I shake Enul's mother hands & kiss her...
Then i left...

AL-FATIHAH.

When i'm in the train, i message all assuntarians friends that i still have their number...
Tell them the bad news...

Death...
Death can come any day, any hour, any minutes & any seconds...
It also can come in various ways...
Either u is sick or not...
So...Be Prepared...
Dont ever skip ur prayers...
It is the most important thing in the world when we are still ALIVE!!
It also can help us when we are in The Judgment Day!!

Teka Teki..

  
Current mood : NERDY

Cuba korang jawab teka teki ni..
Teka teki ni abah nad yg bagi masa kitaorg on the way back from a wedding ceremony ...
Esok atau lusa nad akan bagi jawapannya...
Sementara tu korang try larr jawab ye...
Hehehe...
:D


1. Apa benda yang susah nak dapat...
    Tapi bila kita dapat kita buang...
    Apa dia??

2. Apa nama kuih...
    Pembukusnya didalam...
    Isinya diluar??

3. Gajah terbang dengan apa?


p/s: morningstar dikecualikan utk jawab, sbb nad dah pernah tanya soalan ni kat dia...kalau u X ingat jawapan dia baru u bole try... :P

Cakes...

  
Current mood : HUNGRY

Last week on Thrusday...

Ate this two cakes...

Where else...
Secret Recipe larr...

Cappucino Cheese Cake & Chocolate Moist Cake...
WOW!!

It's just marvelous i tell u...

Click on the pic to see more.

Two calls...

  
Current mood : EXCITED

Today i was supposed to find a part time job...

But then at 10:56am, Reza called...

He wanted to have lunch together & discussed about the clip...

He said the band has selected me as one of their 10 favorites...

Hope I get this one...

Because I know this will be a good income for me...

 

But then i have to cancel the lunch appointment with him...

I asked him to postpone it to another day...

Reza was ok about it...

Well a friend of mine needed my company…

Accompanying him means much more than the appointment...

That's why i called it off…

:)

 

Then at about 2:51pm, Starbucks KLCC called…

A woman voice asked me to come for the second interview…

So that's means i passed the first interview…

Yeah!!

She wanted to interview me on Wednesday at 4pm…

On Wednesday at 4pm??

I can't!!

Who will pick up Jan & Muaz from school??

I told her that I can't make it for the interview if it was held at 4pm…

Then there's a long pause…

Then she said "Could you make it on Friday at 4pm?"

I replied "Yes, I can"

She said "Ok. That's great. I'll meet you there. Bye."

"Bye". And I hung up the phone.

 

Actually I went to search a job last Friday, after Friday's prayer…

My best friend was accompanying me…

We started at Starbucks…

Asking if they wanted a part timer…

They said they didn't want a part timer…

They wanted a full timer…

I can't do a full time…

I have other jobs to do…

But anyway they wanted me to fill in the form…

I filled the form and passed it back to the person in charge…

She said she'll be interviewing me…

After 15 minutes of waiting she called to be interview…

She interviewed me about 1 hour and 15 minutes…

She said they really don't need a part timer…

Then i said it was ok if i wasn't hired…

Then she said "There's something about you that really interest me when i read your job application form and all the answer that you gave me just now."

I only can smile at her.

Then she said "Ok. My supervisor will call you for the second interview. But don't get your hope too high because we really don't want any part timers anymore."

Then I said "Ok."

Well that's the story fro last Friday.

;)

 

Now my chance to get the job at Starbucks has increased….

Hehehe…

I have a chance to bring home some coffee beans…

Yeah!!

But who will drink it??

I don't really drink coffee at home…

Same as my family…

My mother does not encourage drinking coffee or Nescafe…

She didn't buy any of that stuff…

We only have tea...

;)

Waiting for mama...

  
Current mood : GOOD

Hmmm...im waiting for my mom to come home...
Shes from her office...
My brother (muaz) is sick...
Fever...
People tend to get sick easily because of the weather nowdays...
This minute its cold and then the other minutes its hot...
Mcm mana X sakit??

Yes!!
I just heard her car driving into the pavement...
Well...Seems like I got to go...

Got to find a job...
A part time job...

Tell you guys about it later...
Bye...
:D

Trusting guys...

  
Current mood : SICK

Actually this topic was inside my draft page months back...
But didn't want to post it yet...
Just waiting for the right moment...
Since this trust thingy was brought up yesterday in one of my topics...
I think this is the right moment...
Let's talk about it...

Hmmm...Frankly i said, i don't really trust guys...

Why??
I'll tell u later...
I will only put my trust on my husband...
Hehe...
But as u all knows me don't have a husband yet...
So until a guy shakes my dad's hand...
I'll be very careful not to trust any guys...

For me...
If he really cares & loves me...
He'll ask my hand in marriage...
Even though he knows that i don't trust him...
He still wants me as his wife...
That's the proof that he's sincere & really wants to take care of me...
:D

Weird huh??
Maybe thats just me NOW...
So guys' dont be angry if i say that i dont trust u...
Maybe i should say i have doubts in u...
Dont be angry...

Let me tell u the whys...

Years back...
I've trusted guys so much...
Not a guy tau...
But GUYS....
No need to tell the details...
And in the end i ended up like this...
Hurt...
Deeply hurt...
Maybe u all would say not all guys the same...
I know...
But I'm just looking out for myself...
Just looking out for myself...
:(

This is another reason for not trusting guys...
I have many friends that tell me all their problems & secrets...
Dont worry...
I won't mention any names...
Just the problems...
So maybe other peoples can take notes...
And maybe as a reminder to them not to do it...

One of it was...
There's a girl i know...

She told me that her boyfriends make love to her...
And promises that he'll marry her...
But now he's leaving her...

Why??
Because of a stupid mistake she's done (her boyfriend said so)...

What she did was being a close friend to one of her classmate...
I dont think thats stupid...
Do u?

Angel..

  
Current mood : THOUGHTFUL

Yesterday...
I've send an ANGEL to look over you...
But a minute later...
The angel came back to me...

I ask the ANGEL why did she came back...
The she answered "An ANGEL couldn't look over an ANGEL"

I really annoyed at you rite now...
Why didn't u tell me that u're one of them...
I'm scared that i might have hurt an ANGEL'S heart...

Isn't this sweet??
Cant remember who gave me this...
Thank you.

Password change...

  
Current mood : WORRIED

Aduh...penatnya...
I have to change all my password for all my accounts...
E-mails, myspace, friendster, blog...

Just now baru nad perasan yg ader org been accessing my accounts...
X tau dah berapa lama...
Rasanya dia reply some of my emails and messages in friendster...

But Xde plak org complaint apa²...

Alhamdullilah larr...
Jangan jadi mcm Hudz dah larr...
Gunakan utk buat menda X baik...
Leceh betul larr mcm ni...
:(

Member nad pernah pesan dulu...
U have to change ur password at least once a month...
Tapi nad ni jenis malas sikit...

Nak ingat semua password² tu bukan senang...
Pening kepala tau...
:(

Love is like a butterfly...

  
Current mood : COMPLACENT

Love is like a butterfly..
The more u chase it the more it eludes u..
But if u just let it fly..
It'll come to u when u least expect it..
Wonderful right?

What do u guys think??

Why do we cry??

  
Current mood : MOODY

Why do we cry??
Some people cry because they r sad..
Some people cry because they r happy..
Some pleople cry because they r hurt..

Me??
I cry because...because...
I cry, when im so happy..
I cry, when im so sad..
And i cry, when im hurt..
Hehe..
Sensitive huh??
:P

How about u guys??
Lets add the list...
;)

Bad dream...

  
Current mood : SCARED

Fuhhh...just woke up 30 minutes ago...
Had a dream...
A bad one...
Bole buat nad terjaga...
And X bole tido balik...
Sbb asyik terfikirkan mimpi tu jerr...
:(

Rasa mcm real jerr...
Takut tul...

Kalau menda tu bebetul terjadi mmg menagis nad...
Ya Allah jangan larr biarkan ianya terjadi...
It's scares me to much...
Especially when it involves with someone that i love...

Apa yg terjadi??

Mana bole bgtau semua org...
Its a secret...

:P

Buat post ni pun sbb X bole tido balik...
Internet still on....
Post je larr...
Mana tau lepas buat post ni bole tido balik...
;)

Hmmm...maybe I should buat solat tahajud...
Lagi afdal...
Maybe after that bole tido....
Bye guys...
Have a pleasent dream...
:D

Cara nak cari calon..

  
Current mood : GUILTY

1st : Carik org yg sayang kiter lebih dr kita sayang dia

2nd : Nak tahu dier sayang kiter atau tidak, bukan pada aper dier buat atau pd aper dier beri but pada kemaafan dier beri bila kiter buat salah atau sakitkan hati dia..

3rd : Nak tahu org tu sayang pada benda² kita buat bukan pada bile dia beri pujian tetapi pada benda² kecil yg kita buat yang dia rase benda² tue comel or buat dia senyum.

Rindu = Bila dia selalu call/sms & tanya menda ngarut² yang pada surfacenya kita rasa "apa da..kalau nak cakap, cakap larr bebetul"...padahal dia cuma nak dengar suara or baca sms kita jerr...

Jealous yang ok = Dia akan tanya siapa kawan u whenever u mention "pergi makan ngan kawan", "telefon kawan", "kawan sms"...anytime bila sebut 'kawan' dia akan tanya "Siapa?". Dia takut anyone of them itu lelaki. And kalau keluar ngan perempuan dia cakap mcm tu gak, dia akan cakap "bila nak kenalkan i kat kawan² u tu?". Kalau dia dah kenal kwn² u tue, mungkin dia ok. Unless dia rase some of them tue tak bole pakai nyer kawan, dia akan cuba bgtau u slow².

Jealous yang EXTREME = Dia akan tanya menda² yang sama, but kalau lelaki, tanpa usul periksa or not even listening to your explaination or reason dia akan terus "kalau bole takyah la kuar/mkn/jumpa/tepon/sms mamat tue lg". And kalau kuar ngan perempuan dia still cakap mcm tu, terus cakap "takyah la kuar lg". Kalau dia dah kenal kwn² u tue, mungkin dia ok. Unless dia rase some of them tue tak bole pakai nyer kawan, dier akan terus halang u kawan ngan budak perempuan tu lagi.

Yang paling penting kalau nak tau calon itu sesuai atau akan kekal, kita mesti pastikan yang dia sanggup bekorban apa sahaja. Benda yang dia ada, kesihatan dia, kemewahan dia, malah keluarga dia kalau keadaan terpaksa semata-mata utk kita and kita pun mesti sanggup buat mcm tu utk dia. At that time, u will know that u dgn dia akan bersama buat selamanya. Insya-Allah, kerana org yang paling susah nak cari ialah orang yg sanggup bekorban utk kita & kita sanggup bekorban utk dia.

Tapi kebiasaannya orang² muda mmg mcm tu. Too possesive. They are more concern on how much u should follow what he said rather than how much u and him should compromise each other. I have a saying "Being together is not about how many similarities and interest you share with each other, but how u'd handle each others crap". And that means how much kita bole terima menda² yang ada pada dia yang sememangnya sifat dia and vice versa, kira mcm terima org seadanya.

-A friend advice for me-

Inai...

   
Current mood : BORED

Hmmm....
Apa nak cakap ttg inai ye??
Skrg ni inai bukan sahaja dipakai oleh pengantin & ahli keluarga...
Sesiapa je bole pakai X kira masa & tempat...
Ia juga bole didapati dimana-mana dan juga dlm pelbagai bentuk...
Kalau kat KL ni pergi je Jalan Masjid India...
Banyak kat situ...
Lelagi kalau ader pasar malam...
;)

Hmmm...
Nad baru pakai inai ni pagi tadi...
Kawan adik nad bagi...
Tapi yg ni drpd tiub...
Kecik je tiub dia...
Senang dipakai...
Warna dia pun pekat...
:D

Hmmm...
Apa lagi nak cakap ye??
Saja je buat post ni...
Very bored right now...
:P

The Most Awaited Letter...

  
Current mood : CONFUSED

Hmmm...
Letter...

Dont really get many letters nowdays...
Dulu kalau bole hari² surat sampai umah...
Ye larr...

Sekarang kan semua dah moden & berteknologi tinggi...
Semua dah pakai email...
X main larr suruh postman hantar...
:P

Got this letter...
Baru tadi jumpe kat dining table...
Rasanya siang tadi posman hantar...
:)

But this letter is different...
X mcm surat² dr member sblm ni...
Theres no fancy writing...
Just a logo...
A logo of Unikl and Institut Infotech MARA...

The letter is for...
Invitation to my graduation ceremony...
This is The Most Awaited Letter...
The most awaited letter of my life...
Hahaha...
Used to be...
Why??

Because I dont feel like graduating...
And I dont feel like going...
I dont know how I feel right now...
I just dont feel excited as all my friends are...

Hmmm...
Some details about it...
Time :7:30 am
Place : Stadium Putra, Kompleks Sukan Negara, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur
Date : some date in August 2005

:)

ARGHHHH!!! PISSED OFF!!

  
Current mood :

IM SO PISSED OFF...
No need for a name...
U knows who u r...
Dont pretend that u dont know that im mad...

This is usually what I do when im mad...
I know and u knows that I have the whole day or morning or afternoon or evening or night to spend time with u...

But I dont care...
I just want to go home...
So what if I have until after midnight with u...
I will sacrifice that time to go home rather than being around u...

"I'm sorry if i've offended u. I'm so sorry love. What I want most in my coming days is to see that smile of urs to make me think of the beauties that The Almighty had bestowed upon me. You and ur heart. Please forgive me."

Just got this message...
First message after we part...
And I think it took him what??
20 to 30 minutes to write that??
What do u think?
I think he still dont know what he had done...

Usually im a Happy Go Lucky person...

Well...everyone has their bad day, sometimes...
Including me...

:(

p/s: This post is just to let go of my frustation, just a way out of millions way that I choose.